True Love?

Does love exist? Yes I think love is something we all need. I love my family and my friends. But is there such a thing as "true love"? Again I say yes. When love is pure and honest and true it's in its greatest form. Such as the love from God. I'm spiritual, religious, a believer in Jesus Christ and I believe His love is the greatest of all. That being said, I don't believe there is "the one" for me. I don't feel everyone is supposed to get married, have babies and live happily ever after. I love Cinderella (it's even my dogs name) but it's a fairy tale, made up fake. I don't think "the one" is some where out there waiting for me. I don't believe my prince charming is searching San Antonio (my shoe in hand) looking for me. 

Here are my views:

1. All men cheat. 

          OK so maybe not all men per say but enough to make me doubt. If someone truly loves me why did they cheat in the first place? 

2. I don't want to put up with BS.

          Exhibit A: Guys are controlling... what we can or can't wear, who are friends are, when to be home... I can give personal accounts to these statements. Again not all guys are like this but why take the chance. I don't want to deal with it.

Some of you may read to this point and say I have a fear of  getting my heart broken. I'd say your correct. It's happened many times in my short 26 years. I've never had a relationship but I've never wanted one either. Yes it would be nice to have a companion to share you heart and life with. My mom says I feel this way because I've never truly been "in love" and she maybe right.

But the biggest reason I don't believe in my "the one" is the most personal. Being sick all the time having to deal with doctor visits, hospital visits, needing surgery etc. I don't feel I have anything to offer. I get tired easily, I can't have kids, I carry an oxygen tank everywhere I go. It's just too much to have to deal with for someone. I already impose on my family and friends. I don't want to do that to some poor guy. Thanks I'll stay single! 

So, there it is True Love defined... in my view.